the klonopin is wearing off and I can feel the tears about come down.
don’t text me or try to contact me for like five days.
and admit myself before I end up doing what I did last night again and you end up telling me to please get help.
Can my psychiatrist call me now ): I don’t want to go to the Er ): why is this happening
kaylachatt asked: What's your favorite color? :)
I think teal! but I like pink and purple too!
I know I fucked up,
can’t we at least attempt to start over?
can you stop acting like this for one minute and act like you care? and at least tell me we can talk things out in a few days? that I’ll be able to see you and I won’t lose you completely?
I need you to reply to me.
Before everything fell apart
a question or two would be nice.
to help keep my chin up ya know.
my best friend isn’t talking to me right now.
and I could use some conversation.
thank god for klonopin, the only reason I am not bawling my eyes out still.
I’m staying strong in hopes that when I am better we can talk and fix things.
I need you in my life like no other.
You are beyond important to me.
You make me smile when I feel like crying and you tell me it’s okay and you kiss away the tears and you tell me I am perfect.
And I need that.
And I need you.
And when I get better I want to hug you and cry and lay in bed and talk everything out